Full of Promises

broken promises 

I got a lot of these 

unintentionally 

I didn't want any

not ever 

yet here I am

filled with the words 

void of the experiences

trying to figure out if 

it was me and why

but realizing maybe

it doesn't even matter 

and maybe 

not me either

because the changes you seek

don't match those I seek

and we both know there's no 

course correcting you

so it's all or nothing

your way 

or mine

not ours 

the biggest 

broken 

promise of them all